Leslie Weirich • The Good of Goshen

Leslie Weirich

Suicide Prevention Advocate and Founder of Leslie’s Hope

Published Dec. 2020. Updated June 2024.

I want to prevent youth suicide so no other family has to hear their doorbell ring at 2:30 in the morning like we did.

Our son Austin was what the world would deem an overachiever. He graduated above a 4.0 from Goshen High School. He was the president of the freshman, sophomore, junior, and senior class. He was the Scholar Athlete in track and/or football all four years he was there. Our son Austin, he was a go-getter. He was disciplined.

There are many factors that lead to an individual’s suicide. Backgrounds are different, circumstances are different, what leads up to that moment is different. It comes down to that final moment when you can’t see the next moment that things are going to get better.

The day my son died, I Facetimed him for 45 minutes. We talked. He told me all about his weekend plans. He even called his dad at 6 o’clock that night to catch up with him. He lifted weights at 4:30 that afternoon – not something you generally do before you’re going to take your life. My son had no intention of taking his life that night. It was an impulse moment.

I named my organization Leslie’s Hope. I never thought I would be starting a non-profit. I realized that if I’m going to do this, it’s now. I’m 61, God’s given me the health to do this, and I need to get out there.

I’ve talked to thousands of youth in the past two and a half years, given dozens and dozens of talks. I’ve never gotten through a talk without crying when I share our story. I want my talk to be open, I want it to be honest, and I want to be available for questions afterward.

When I’ve talked in schools, the power is after I quit talking and the questions start. As the questions come in, we can identify the kids who really need to talk to someone quickly.

I think our personal story grips their attention. Then I have an opportunity to talk to them about how they don’t need to get to the point where my son was. Then I have an opportunity to share tools with them. And then I leave them with hope. Every kid has my cell number. I tell them to call me if they ever are thinking of harming themselves.

I’m a huge proponent of the notOK app. It’s free, and kids upload five contacts into it. It can’t be their friends or someone their own age. It’s preferably someone over the age of 27, a trusted adult. It’s a covenant agreement. If at any time you think you’re going to harm yourself and you’re just having a low day, you click ‘Not Ok’. You have an agreement with the adult that you will stay put, you will not try to harm yourself, you will not do anything until your trusted adult gets to you. That simple, simple tool has saved more young lives than you can imagine.

One positive aspect of COVID is that everyone wants to talk about mental health. We’ve peeled back the layers. Now we need to take that one step further and talk about suicide.

I believe that we’re going to get to the other side of this pandemic, but I believe the fallout of the mental health of our youth is going to go on for months and months if not years. I don’t think we’re even going to know what this pandemic did to our youth and the mental health of our youth for years. I’m worried about the pandemic inside of the pandemic, which is youth suicide.

How do we get ahead of that? To me, it’s getting information out there.

If you want to see your dollars go somewhere, fund youth mental health. Because guess what?: When we’re losing the best and the brightest, that’s our future generation. If you want to invest in the future of your community, invest in the mental health of your youth. Let’s keep them here. Let’s keep them holding on. Let’s show them they have a future. We can’t keep them in the community if we can’t keep them alive.

Writing, editing, and photography by Scott Weisser and Neil King

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